ज़िन्दगी किश्तों में कट रही है

ज़िन्दगी किश्तों में कट रही है,
ऐसा लग रहा है कि हर दिन एक क़र्ज़ उतर रहा हूँ,
सुबह कि किरणों के साथ दिन चढ़ता है,
और रात के साये में अगले सुबह कि आश होती है,
ज़िन्दगी किश्तों में कट रही है,
अपने माथे कि सिकन को देखकर हंसी आती है,
आज कहाँ आ कर खड़ा हूँ,
किस चीज़ कि प्यास में दौड़ रहा हूँ,
कभी अपने आप पे इठलाता हूँ,
कभी अपने आप पे इतराता हूँ,
कभी यूँ ही दिल को बहला कर,
अपने आप में ही मुस्कुराता हूँ,
कोई एक कसक दिल में बाकी है,
जीवन कि बगिया में एक महक बाकी है,
आज अपनी परछाई से डर लगता है,
कहीं क़र्ज़ उतारते उतारते जीवन ना बीत जाए,
कहीं अपने आप को सवांरते सवारंते रात ना आ जाए,
ज़िन्दगी किश्तों में कट रही है ||||

-- ज्ञान प्रकाश 

A long Silence

After a long silence of 80 days, today I am with my blog. I am very much excited about it. These 80 days came with a lot of learning. I start from the last week of May 2011, My mother went for knee operation at kanpur. First of all I want to give thanks to ALMIGHTY for every thing went very smooth. I am thanking to my yonger brother & papa for caring to mother at every front. Boss you two persons are always inspiring me at every front of life. I am owing my head in front of both of you for your good deeds. Bittu went for joining accenture after completing MBA on 12 june 2011.

I put my resignation at TCS on 13 of june 2011. I got released from TCS on 16th june. It was raining at eastern region of kolkata during those days & I booked a ticket to Jamshedpur for 17th june 2011. There was some part of me which have been left at Kolkata. I really miss those gossips with room mates (Neeraj, sanjeet, Niraj) right now. Guys you all have always special to me & don't hesitate to disturb me. I am always welcome your noise in to my heart.

There was almost one month time left for joining at AIIM Ahemadabad. I wanted that It would be consumed at home with family members. It gives me inner satisfaction to share my time with family. There was some hassles during those days with bittu regarding Phd decision. He selected for Phd in IIT kanpur  and wanted to join there. But I was against for this. There were many reasons, I put him a mail regarding that. I was very happy that after a grilled analysis he put down the offer of Phd. I just wanna say him, Boss have patience, give some time in to the job. It is my inner feeling that you will get fruitful result. You are only 26 years old & you achieved almost a very good start at career.

I came to AIIM, Ahmedabad on 20th july 2011 evening. The life has been changed after that. There is a single occuopancy room with full luxury. Since 21st july, There were no time for gossips & life has been changed. As per our Director Mr. Bakul Dholakia, for sustaining at classess at AIIM, we will invest double of time apart from classess. He is man of the words. Really It is very hectic here. The faculties are from IIM Ahmedabad. It is really very tough to stand infront of them. But you need to be there because they want full attention. Since 3 weeks have been passed and I am used to this habit of studying.There is 3 days of holiday and I am feeling bore. I am going for study with my full heart & enthusiasm. You need to adapt the culture of society and I am very well adapting it.

Have faith with Almighty & Hope for the best.