Main Zindagi Ka Sath Nibhata Chala Gaya

After a month of unplesant events, today I thought to put some thing in to my blog. It's 8'o clock in the morning & I am listenng the song of CLASSIC bollywood movie Hum Dono. I am feeling it very close to my condition.

let's I discuss, what happened in this one month. First of all being on bench in IT industry is like that you have a body without soul, which i was since 2 months. But thank to the GOD that He put me in project. After that there was result of CAT. Which put me in the situation of Na Ghar Ke Na Ghat ke. What a idiot I am, I put a complete 2 years for CAT & got only 75 percentile this year. I was very angry when I saw it, but neglected it. I told to my self that ALL IZZ WELL. But ALL IZZ NOT WELL boss..I need to think about it. Why every time i face this situtaion? Am I so unlucky? I put my 100 % this year, I was damm sure that Atleast I will crack CAT with 90 %. But when Result came I fussed. Since 2 years I am watching the movie of my life, & I found that I failed in every front where I put my heart & soul. I failed to switch job which I desperately needed since 1 year. I failed in CAT twice, XAT, JMET so severly that any one who is preparing for these exams since 2 years, they will atleast crack these with good percentile. But my plane of dreams crashed so badly.

The situation is like that KABHI KHUD PE KABHI HALAT PE RONA AYA, BAT NIKLI TO HAR BAT PE RONA AYA. In office there is no such reward for work, A junior girl who don't know any thing about functional & technical things, she deputed as a functional person in project, senior to me.

Now I am Listening Main Zindagi Ka Sath nibhata chala gaya, Har fikra ko dhuyen me udata chala gaya. I feel the pain of this song. Really in every front, I have the same attitude. MAN KA HUA TO ACCHAA AUR NA HUA TO AUR BHI ACCHAA. But now it's enough. Why every time me for these bad lucks? Soory God asking this question? I know that When I was selected in TCS, I never questioned Why me?, When you saved my job in bloddy recession, I never Questione WHy me? and everytime when I didn't deserve the things & you put it in to plate, I didn't say Why me? but this time why I am saying this word? I know God you are feeling very angry over me that I am very selfish person. But you know, I am sequentially failing. Every second I change my gameplan of life. Some time thinking about to switch jobs, then some time to keep my self alive in Job, some time for better future career switch my self to MBA exams. I am tired boss, Please help me to figure out where I will put my self for good life. I haven't any option, again this year I will prepare for MBA & put my 100%. Please God come to me & told me that What is my mistake? Is everytime the dedication from my side is Below Par Line? Whether my preparations are not up to the mark? whether I am not having those line in to my hand to achieve, what I want? So that I will head myself to the things where I will get success.

But no problem boss,I know that I will surely bounce back. I will overcome these hardships again. But how & when I don't know. But I will....

I have the the courage to fight with the situation, to walk across the faliures...& I won't let me back in the mid way of the journey, I will complete it.......That's my indomitable Spirit....................

Lakshya Ko Har Hal Me Pana hai.........

Exploitation of Democracy in India is leading to Dictatorship

The Democracy system in India is not so old like US & Britain. But the Indian democratic system is most respectable & admirable. It had left a mile stone in world by integrating many religions,regions & language by this democratic tool. Languages changes with in every 200 Km average from bhojpuri to banglali, bangali to oriya, oriya to telugu & many more. Everyone has different cultures, religions & even GODS also. I read an article on constitution. How it made? & In what conditions it has been implemented? Almost 6 decades back, I found that people were very intelligent, visionary & qualified in their areas. But they lack in one thing, that is in patriotism. They had made a well documented scripture but lack in practicality. They made visions for economics, reservations & many more things. But What I feel that instead of Secularism & Reservation in to the Indian Constitution If they had implemented Nationalism & Protection respectively. I think by Nationalism & Protection for Ecvonomic backward classes, the problem of Secularism & Reservation solve easily.

Now days with in 100 Km our The Great Leaders want States. If they don't get approval from Government, then they went for so called Satyagrah,Bhukh Hartal & many more things. Our leaders learned only one thing from past independence movement, that is Satygrah,Bhukh hartal, Band. They didn't learn patriotism,sacrifice & service. Some people are on the way of Kranti like Bhagat singh, Azad, Bose & manymore. They beat peoples on the charge of race, religion & region.

Almost 230 National political parties are fighting for election. So how one party will get Majority? Lets take a example, congres divided in to NCP, TMC & many more. Janta Dal divided into BJP,JDU,RJD LJP & many more. now what happened they fight elections against each other, but for forming Government they collide again with conditions. They demanded money, position & many more things for supporting each other.

Because, our constitution is giving permission to exploit it. I feel that the constitution comittee made it for common people. But bureaucrats & Leaders are exception from this. Now These leaders exploited the democracy sytem at avalanche point.

If the condition is same in near future, surely in future our Democracy is heading toward Dictatorship. Some one like Parvez mussarf will command our whole Government System in his hand & work like Mugal Emperors.

Let's pray to GOD to save our country democracy. Which the only thing left in our hand, by the Grace of our THE GREAT LEADERS & Their VISIONARY IDEAS........